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A quick Paula summary (I'm Paula):

It has become genuinely unbearable to exist. I want to try going to a psychiatrist again to get anxiety prescription meds (looking into beta blockers specifically). I don't care if this makes me come across as extremely privileged; I need medicine that stifles the physical symptoms of anxiety rooted in my depression. I want to become normal, become a productive member of society, and make it so that people who aren't getting a baseline, adequate privilege like me is also able to obtain such privilege.
I study applied physics in uni.
My favorite game of all time is Fallout: New Vegas.
Sorry, this wasn't a summary at all.